cheerio

the other day i was told to stop being a princess.

the words keep coming back and its haunting me ):

do i?

ive been bothered these past few weeks about you. why have you changed so much? was it because i havent been a good enough friend? what happened to “im actually learning things from the Ethix book”? im really disappointed, i think we all are. but i think everyone else just finds it a nuisance.

wanting to get attention from the wrong crowd is not as cool as you may think. i dont know how to reach out to you anymore.

no ihops for the next few months please.

tasty but all zee 800 calories is still here ):

or maybe just not after 12.. or after dinner for that matter.

lets go joggin and.. work that.. bodin..

i saw the biggest most beautiful FULL rainbow today when we were driving home.

it was lovely.

made my day :D

Going through my emails from LJ, user oensjp has continued to add me with a total of 12 times, from last June up til today.

THERE IS A REASON WHY I NEVER ADDED YOU BACK. I DONT KNOW YOU SO STOP ADDING ME.

i love naps.

but not when napping for 5 hours prior to bedtime.

curfews suck.

I FEEL SO GREEDY AT THIS MOMENT.

first day of the many more showers to come.

theres leakages all over the place ):

aside from that its monday and no school! thank you Martin Luther King Jr.

finishing up my homework.. just gotta do kpop and finish reading 3CH for anthro @_@

im also diggin my new layout theme thing. simple and clean. like its invisible but its there. quite appropriate for erasabledaysies :)

tiffanyip:

my mom says i laugh too much. i have to be more serious and professional, ahh! but i think i have a psychological mindset that causes me to smile or laugh in bad situations, most likely because i’ve been taught that frowning or being depressed is not acceptable — mainly since my parents would punish me for crying (making me cry even more.. LOL). but obviously, that’s completely wrong and should be fixed, especially when the DMV tester started yelling at me at that one time… :(!

so you started laughing in the car?

“Hello Janella,
No need to worry!! The reason why I talk about your paper was taht I found some very interestig issuees from your paper. you’re doing good in the class. and you have more to talk, let’s do it either at class or at office hour. Have a wonderful weekend.”

SHE MADE ME FEEL SOUND LIKE I FAILED.

im scared to have this chat with her. TT

i do not appreciate them in any shape or form.

its especially creepier by the bajillionth power when they are OLD and creepy looking.

please deanza creeper STAY AWAY FROM ME.

looking back at my lame posts i was reminded that:

THEY RAN OUT OF MY HATS. TT

-stricken with grief-

0518:

LET ME SMELL YOU ON THAT BEAT. I’LL SEE YOU TOMORROW~ ;D MAYBE I DON’T KNOW HAHAHAH. THEN WE CAN “TALK.”

az: too late. i sent a panic message:

az: ALKFAJDLKF WHO ARE YOU

tehee <3

capslockvoice:

12:30pm - 1:20pm Math

1:30pm - 2:20pm Contemp/Modern Dance

3:30pm - 5:15pm Intro to Korean Pop Culture

I’m waitlisted for the last class, but… I’m going to force myself in.

thanks it was yum.

and lol you were first on the attendance sheet!

i decided i do not like anthro. i expected it to be about evolution and stuff but didnt expect it to be full of it. get to the part where its basic old school humanity already.

all my other classes are good.

im actually making friends in math now. lots of mhs kids too.

i have BLACK -old code name- in one of my classes :D

and i got into jap with anthony genina and sherwin! cecelia is also in it. i still feel bad about how i was. but ya. i also sat next to a japanese guy who kept taking my handouts and his friend would awkwardly give me the extra when it came down his row. i think the japanese guy doesnt like me. D:<

i dont get it.

but i has 0. ):

the first over post was about the quarter being over and onto break.

now break is over and onto the new quarter.

boo. not ready yet.

when will this vicious cycle end?

tiffanyip:

find a job….

keep getting A’s

take two summer courses

socialize more T_T

improve in driving

stop worsening my eyesight

i like your 4th one 8)

it applies to me too ):

—POP!

is fun.