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Mustered up all my courage today to step into MAC to ask for assistance. The lady I got was Asian and real pretty and I felt really stupid for confusing her and not knowing what was I looking for, which I didn’t know. I just wanted to do a color match to find my NC/NW# and in the end didn’t get it. ): I did find out that I am a medium in tinted moisturizures. Is that the same as a foundation? Man, gotta go in again and ask for assistance another day. On the plus side, she said I had nice skin. And the lady didn’t know what BBcream was, funny.

On the other hand, we scheduled and appointment at Origins for a free makeup session. Buy an item get a full bottle lipgloss free!

I’ve been out of cash for a while, and offering my last bits of bills for yesterday’s offering has landed me a job today. Thank You, Best Friend!

The Lord will provide.

One of my summer goals: to try to be more extroverted.

One method: Find the source of the problem.

So Mother was telling me stories of how “tiao pi” (mischevious?) I was when I was a tot, a trait that I still somewhat keep up today something only the fam is lucky enought to witness. And then she also said that in Preschool or Kindergarten I was super tiao pi and very outgoing and I would be introducing new teachers to the class, telling her who each kid was because I knew all their names. I was still one of those kids who cried for hours on the first day of leaving mommy, but I would get used to it and get over it.

WHERE DID ALL THAT GO?

Mother deduced that it was after my accident that I became more introverted. sadlife.

I finally pushed myself to attend my 12th grade Chinese school class reunion because i do want to see people again even though I never really talked to anyone.. and I didn’t go to the last gathering when we were all together. So it’s next week and the teacher says to ask Sean about dates because the party will be before his flight back to school. But I don’t know who Sean is. fail. sadlife.

I really wish I wasn’t so antisocial/socially awkward.

or to others:

I hate it when people ask “WUSSUP”.

There are exceptions, but on the whole it irks me.

I just realized that Playful Kiss is supposed to be a remake of It Started With a Kiss.. Why is it Mr. JiHoo Jiang ZhiShu? NO NO NO. And why does he look like Yamapi? NO NO NO. Hope they don’t ruin the storyline as they did for BOF/HYD. Why was he in that too? And why was he also on the line for the remake for Kimi wa Petto? He’s not that great imo. anti

Can cross that off my bucket list.

Thanks pogobat for the algorithms.

No, I am not a nerd.

I merely wish to be one.

Rosetta Stone is so fun.

Even leftovers still melt in my mouth.

GO GET SOME.

allowed to be awkward.

So don’t judge me.

And be my friend!

The only thing I regret about not going to retreat this year was, besides meeting cool people, the Lover’s Banquet tip.

$$$$

Today, in between cleanings: wet hair, dishes, yellow car, blue car, old faces, jjajangmyun, laughs, zipia, talks about nothing, creeper chat, dishes, chicken, tokbox, old papers, makeup, milia, needles, fascination, ah. 

You have lipstick fetish, I have nail polish fetish. MOAR PLEASE.

Parents return: tomorrow, technically today.

I shant be partying this much when I’m NOT done cleaning zee room.

That was the longest conversation I ever had with you after all these years. It was nice. My 3rd grade self sure had great taste. How did it get so awkward so soon. Boys make me cry.

half my tongue feels heavy like lead and my right cheek feels like its swelled up double or triple its normal size. but i look the same.

at least im not drooling o___o

O.M.G”

too cute. 

that I am always the one waiting.

No one likes being forgotten.

I was looking forward to an Asus but pops has found me a Toshiba. 

New gadgets excite me.

must dos within the next month and a half:

• CLEAN ROOM. yes again 
• GET BANGS!
• GET RID OF DARK CIRCLES
• put color back in my face .____.
• SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
• register for classes
• finish Personal Taste
• hang out
• rid wisdom teeth?
• driving test -____-
• FLEA MARKET?
• FUNNEL CAKE??
• socialize ):
• even out tan
• BAKE! cookies cake yum
• COOK! something..
• froyo yo!
• chill with peepo before they go back to school
• exercise…
• MISSIONPEAK?!?!

what else is there to do..?

a vacay and some bangs.

and some monay wont hurt either.

Dad slaved at fixing comp for a week. After how many different hard drives and hookups it is finally alivee. Thanks pops! No messengers, no bookmarks, no programs, no history. Ah, nice and empty. Now.. reinstalling everything will be a pain.